Mort, I'm so sorry for what you are going through right now. I was feeling the same way after my mom died 2 years ago. I just couldn't get out of my own way, nothing interested me, and I was tired and uninspired with the B&B. One day I decided to go for a bike ride on the local rails-to-trails with a friend. That changed my life. I hadn't ridden a bike in years but suddenly I felt like a kid again. It didn't change my boredom with work, or my sadness, but it made me feel better physically and emotionally, which made coping easier, and it gave me back my joy. I think it was all about doing something new. Over the past 2 years I've regained that excitement for work (not always) and I've found other interests too. I think it's all about taking time in your life to do things that you love..